tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55022142011-04-22T04:40:55.627+08:00Like a bad star....=minor lamentations of a minor in a minor world=calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comBlogger8511100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-34122183099048787232007-10-22T00:01:00.000+08:002007-10-22T00:03:44.379+08:00music:this blog is almost dead. i've been blogging more frequently on lilfuck.multiply.com... so to anyone who still reads this... change ur link, ur bookmark, your memory whatever... to lilfuck.multiply.comthanks for staying with me so far.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-13011416710164816452007-09-30T20:45:00.000+08:002007-09-30T20:53:02.218+08:00music:It was a night to remember.I wanna thank these people (in no order of preference):1) Al, Angeline and Gabriel2) Jazz and Huiyun3) Gen for all your help and the lovely roses and being so supportive4) Zhihao and Dacia5) Melissa and Justin6) Jaesson for coming down even though you were sick7) Jack and Joyce8) Jiayan and Lyndley9) Adi and Shili10) Naz and Fiona11) Derryn and KennyIf I missed calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-49045061959700694302007-09-14T07:45:00.000+08:002007-09-14T07:50:47.564+08:00music:calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-14856628640167154942007-09-09T02:28:00.001+08:002007-09-09T02:39:36.898+08:00music:I wanna get drunk.I wanna blackout on the floor and let everyone trample over me.Cos it doesn't make any difference anyway. I'll still feel like shit.How can you love me, if you view me in that way.I don't believe you anymore.You are not able to open your world to bring me in. And that's that. And there is nothing I can do about that.There is an invisible bubble around you. Its made of a calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-28891188705185679782007-08-25T02:39:00.001+08:002007-08-25T02:54:43.711+08:00music:there are a few things that i'm afraid of... and if i let my imagination run wild, here they are:Situation ONETennis lesson.In walks a hot babe, short shorts, singlet, long hair, sunglasses. She flicks hair from her face, sets her stuff down and walks towards boyfriend. MY boyfriend of course.Lesson begins."Oh, how do you hit the ball? Can you show me?"Up walks boyfriend (MINE) to adjust calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-79974064210131956712007-08-24T00:35:00.000+08:002007-08-24T00:37:30.521+08:00music: Hello again, it's you and meKinda always like it used to beSippin' wine, killing timeTrying to solve life's mysteriesHow's your life, it's been a whileGod it's good to see you smileI see you reaching for your keysLooking for a reason not to leaveIf you don't know if you should stayIf you don't say what's on your mindBaby just breatheThere's nowhere else tonight we should beYou wanna make calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-49668991317099873742007-08-17T14:42:00.000+08:002007-08-17T14:43:02.545+08:00music:And I was so happy that people said they'd come down to watch me sing.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-71795523529953038512007-08-13T00:39:00.000+08:002007-08-13T00:48:18.546+08:00music:I'm depressed.People around me are saying that "Hey you've gained weight", "Hey you look fat in the pic man!", "Hey your butt quite big ah".I've been exercising more than before, although I won't claim its alot but I've been exercising more than before. I do crunches every night. I run around 2 times a week. Each time I run I go further than before. Sometimes I swim. Sometimes I climb calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-63366680672156175122007-08-05T00:33:00.000+08:002007-08-05T00:39:42.371+08:00music:I think the greatest gift one can have is to be able to laugh at oneself.I think if one day, I can laugh at my inadequacies, my stupidity, my limitations, my imperfections, and most of all my mistakes, I'd be one happy girl.No points contributing towards self-improvement, but still, its something very few can do.There is so much pain in this world that its overrated.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-46423161860242176752007-08-01T01:39:00.000+08:002007-08-01T02:15:23.420+08:00music:A long overdue post.We won. A Cappella championships that is. The supporter's enthusiasm didn't really rub off me. I don't know why.I do thank everyone who was there though. Except my parents. I think they were the ones who threw this invisible wet blanket on me when they came to shake my hand after results were announced.Ok I can't really type now. Can't stop the tears.Update later.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-5964142474203604732007-07-27T04:00:00.000+08:002007-07-27T04:20:04.524+08:00music:This blog is so dead I don't think anyone reads it anymore.Anyway. Acachamps semi-finals today. Thanks to all who came; all the Reso dearies, Aphonia - Darren and spouse Alia, Keith, Titus and spouse Nicole, Sam (you guys rock my socks), Zhihao (thanks for always being there at my performances), and my love (although two of you missed the performance haa). Thanks all. I really appreciate itcalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-92034713438835918882007-07-03T00:22:00.000+08:002007-07-03T00:30:43.471+08:00music:A LEAP YEAR LEAP A monologue by Walter Ben HareMARTHA:I've made up my mind at last. I'll throw convention to the winds and show the world that I'm a new woman. I'll do it--I'll do it to-night! I'll propose to Reginald Brady. [A little faster.] I've considered the calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-50564039026937496032007-06-30T13:59:00.000+08:002007-06-30T14:00:25.214+08:00music:Today I woke up and I thought, "Gen is probably in Japan now."Life's gonna be pretty different without her for 6 weeks.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-66452971665749024822007-06-09T13:06:00.000+08:002007-06-09T13:14:51.140+08:00music:Hey people thanks so much for all the posts... really appreciate it. =)Things haven't been much better though. I'm seriously experiencing the consequences of taking up so many commitments. On the other hand, I've never sang so much in my life, which, although its taking a toll on my voice, is worth all the time.I haven't had much time for myself. Gen tells me of the days where she'd go to acalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-91333907550132388822007-06-01T07:43:00.000+08:002007-06-01T07:54:43.980+08:00music:My name is Wong Kai Ling Calin, Female, Chinese, Singaporean, 21 yrs old.I'm short-sighted. I'm fat. I'm tall. I have relatively long hair. I have a slight tan. I seldom wear skirts and dresses. Sometimes I wear heels.I am an only daughter. I have 11 cousin, 3 of which I treasure very much. I smoke. I drink. I sing. I draw. I play the piano. I read. I compose songs. I act sometimes. I'm a calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-87833596591894527412007-05-14T22:18:00.000+08:002007-05-14T22:22:20.140+08:00music:calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-80891130327002716172007-05-06T12:02:00.000+08:002007-05-06T12:04:06.147+08:00music:WHY CAN'T I JUST BE LEFT ALONEi just wanna hole myself up in a place where no one can find meyou don't care anyway do youyou hate meso just tell me you dodon't ignore meall i wanna do is just hurtcalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-64487651441008604552007-05-06T11:59:00.001+08:002007-05-06T11:59:47.916+08:00music:calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-37839941028030940632007-04-23T03:13:00.001+08:002007-04-23T03:13:37.101+08:00music:you still think i'm a monster.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-77645149877648523912007-04-11T23:25:00.000+08:002007-04-11T23:43:43.103+08:00music:i haven't updated anything and the counter just keep jumping.thanks for all ur support everyone.it is 10 fucking days to my exam and i should be panicking but i am not.cheerios to me.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-56852891664940668582007-03-30T16:09:00.000+08:002007-03-30T16:24:50.429+08:00music:Thanks to all who cared. There were so many of you, if I were to name everyone of you I'd definitely miss someone out.Thanks to all who were concerned about me, gave me encouraging words, made sure I had my lunch and dinner, gave me little notes, gave feedback about the show... Thanks to all who understood. Without all of you I would've self-destructed.Thanks to all the performers and calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-4988411818046718072007-03-28T23:14:00.000+08:002007-03-28T23:17:25.913+08:00music:If I were to ask one thing. Just one thing from you.It would be for you to understand. And not get pissed off at almost everything I do.More alcohol pleasecalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-67935896659885885672007-03-28T22:42:00.002+08:002007-03-28T22:50:50.849+08:00music:Today, I:1) Ate one pineapple tart, one sotong stick, and one gyuza stick (old chang kee) to last me for the entire day2) Handled MC-ing, acting, singing, stage managing, directing, lights designing in one day3) Screwed up the whole production really badly4) Let down all my close friends who were performing too5) Had a total of zero personal supporters in the audience even though I tried calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-73193654934769899302007-03-25T12:39:00.000+08:002007-03-25T12:43:38.707+08:00music:I can't live just for myself. I thought I could.If you were to ask me what matters to me right now, I can't give you an answer. The best I can say is, "Making others around me as happy as possible."Maybe if I started living for myself, I'll realise that I'm better off dead.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-56015815220172365442007-03-21T14:11:00.000+08:002007-03-21T14:12:41.502+08:00music: Muse - HysteriaI PASSED MY DRIVING PRACTICAL TEST. First try.Wooooooooooooooooooooooootcalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-69362826713955323692007-03-12T17:22:00.000+08:002007-03-12T17:30:20.103+08:00music: Lisa Hannigan - CannonballLazing around in the comp room waiting for practice. I overcalculated my time and arrived in school early from driving.300 (the movie about Spartans) was quite bad. Its only saving graces were the graphics and cinematography. Its quite sad, that the quality of the dialogue and plot concept can be compromised as long as technologically advanced methods are used to calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-53204066618423071032007-03-08T21:25:00.000+08:002007-03-08T21:26:56.058+08:00music: Like a Star - Corinne Bailey RaeToday, I:1) Got back a test paper and missed a C by one mark2) Got my guitar fixed by a kind soul3) Thought about you all day and wondered where you disappeared to4) Learnt a new song5) Attended a very interesting lectureWould that be a good or bad day?calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-50175637822199525022007-03-04T21:30:00.000+08:002007-03-04T21:41:07.197+08:00music: Lush 99.5My parents just found out about my tongue stud. Haha. My mom caught it wiggling in my tongue when she was talking to me. Now I'm forced to take it off. Well. Actually I don't really mind... it gets in the way of many things. But it does make great company when I'm bored.They kept asking me, what's my motive? What's the purpose? What good will you get out of it? Why so immature?Whycalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-77152529167085515632007-03-02T02:15:00.000+08:002007-03-02T02:19:24.014+08:00music:Sorry for all the emo posts. Haha.Its the time of the year... where everything in school is fucked up because of all the workload and essays and mid-terms... arghhhh can't wait for the stupid sem to be over so I can head off to Australia and party like an animal...calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-42222330518920640732007-02-27T03:56:00.001+08:002007-02-27T03:56:27.744+08:00music:I think I've cried enough for one night.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-90054441628638046482007-02-25T12:09:00.000+08:002007-02-25T12:17:41.653+08:00music:"A better deal".... "this little game".... "lesser victim".... what do you think this is, business? Childplay? A war????Why is it anything but love?calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-60563062657168390792007-02-25T01:52:00.000+08:002007-02-25T01:57:02.212+08:00music: Lush 99.5Its always been about you hasn't it? Whether I feel like shit is secondary to whether you feel like shit.Maybe I really don't know you. And it doesn't matter whether you know me or not.I wish I was more important.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-32842612494278852722007-02-23T00:40:00.000+08:002007-02-23T00:53:39.689+08:00music:Some people have this certain... call it luck, destiny, whatever, going for them, that at any certain point of time in their life when they need something or want something real bad, circumstances happen which give them the opportunity to get what they want, and they have the freedom of choosing whether they want it or not.Me? I go with the flow. It doesn't matter if I need something or calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-88650568168768970462007-02-18T01:54:00.000+08:002007-02-18T02:12:31.222+08:00music: Lush 99.5The only thing I find painful about Chinese New Year is that we are forced to well-wish our seniors with mandarins. Normally if I meant it I wouldn't mind but to do it in a ritualized way is just... so insincere. Anything which is ritualized kinda loses its meaning after a while I guess. You forget why you're doing what you're doing and you just do it because everyone else around calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-23855684493503451952007-02-17T01:35:00.001+08:002007-02-17T01:35:42.230+08:00music:Thanks alot.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-33210328051606741782007-02-12T11:28:00.000+08:002007-02-12T00:30:41.150+08:00music:Words, too much for wordsNo time to feelNo time for hurtLove, too little of loveNo place to goNo life to serveTake my mind someplace elseBecause I'm already deadTrapped in an empty shellListening to voices in my headYou, too much of youNo space to breatheNo space to thinkYou, too little of youNo chance to speakNo face to seekI woke up with my guitar beside me and had no idea how it got calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-41272132044438446512007-02-12T00:29:00.000+08:002007-02-07T23:57:40.536+08:00music: Forgive me - PitchforkroadI shouldn't be. Shouldn't be anything. Shouldn't feel anything.Shouldn't.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-8833900557803353912007-02-07T23:18:00.000+08:002007-02-07T23:57:41.581+08:00music: Stairway to heavenY: This is a song of hope.M (laughs)Y: Eh it is laaa, what.M (laughs)-Guitar-(Pause)Y: Eh why, singer layang ah.M (sings): We gotta do it, Take your mama out all night...Y (overlap): There's a lady who's sure All that glitters is gold....(Pause)Y: That's a song on CRACK lor.M (laughs): With the chickens.. and the watermelons...Y: calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-82548365320100544102007-02-06T23:51:00.000+08:002007-02-07T00:06:49.499+08:00music: Yeepi Lighter - Long train runningOur best song so far. To listen to it, visit thesallies.multiply.com and click on music.Before that, I was listening to cracking ice in my Campbell cup of Black Label. Alcohol reminds me of you. An unhealthy indulgence, but it's a little too late for that.You're my iron lung.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-86938877527545904202007-02-06T04:20:00.001+08:002007-02-06T04:20:23.108+08:00music:Wohooo 1000+ hits on my blog!calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-5764568702594437832007-02-03T20:49:00.000+08:002007-02-03T20:58:41.235+08:00music: Radiohead - My Iron LungHaven't had anything to update yet. There're so many things I wanna say and yet don't wanna say. HA. Contradictory me all over again.In how many ways can you say 'I can't live without you?'calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-73476905152242558002007-01-24T02:45:00.000+08:002007-01-24T02:46:23.128+08:00music: Trapt - EchoTurning 21 in 9 hrs and 15mins. Somehow I don't really look forward to it. I don't feel 21. I feel older.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-16425585785299031162007-01-19T15:35:00.000+08:002007-01-19T15:43:18.163+08:00music: Scissors Sisters - Take your mamaI woke up to my alarm clock ringing, and thought it was the fire alarm. Let it ring for 10mins more, switched it off, and went back to sleep.I've missed two weeks of lectures in a row, and I really need help to break out of this vicious cycle. Maybe I should hire a private wake-up caller.Love is like a game of hide and seek. When one person starts the calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-61950304733607284222007-01-17T06:20:00.000+08:002007-01-17T06:22:06.209+08:00music: Mariah Carey - I still believeThanks God. You're laughing now aren't You?So am I. Inside.=)Don't let anything happen to my dad will You? Please?calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-67617615729093977792007-01-16T14:09:00.000+08:002007-01-16T14:11:46.458+08:00music: Scissors Sisters - MaryI've moved our band jamming videos to thesallies.multiply.comInspector Finch: Who was he?Evey: He was Edmund Dantes. And he was my father, my mother, my brother, my friend... He was you. And me. He was all of us.-- V for Vendettacalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-58092978564059246202007-01-14T22:18:00.000+08:002007-01-14T22:28:47.204+08:00music: Scissors Sisters - Take your mamaWow. 700+ hits already on this pathetic blog of mine. Haha.Went jamming today and it rocked! Like Naresh said the band's getting tighter and we compliment each other better. Recordings of our second jamming session are up on lilfuck.multiply.com... in case you guys haven't heard the rest yet, there are few other recordings of our previous jamming session calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-62338726666277643992007-01-10T01:56:00.000+08:002007-01-10T02:10:03.497+08:00music: Scissors Sisters - MaryDear God,I think I am in love. So.... what You gonna do about it? Are You gonna, like before, let me drown? Or maybe You're gonna lend me hand? Either way, I wouldn't know, would I? I just hope, that of all the intertwining threads you hold in my hand which represent my Fate, you'd choose the brighter coloured one; the one which is stronger than the rest.I can't fallcalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-36829782050668790862007-01-09T15:47:00.000+08:002007-01-09T15:52:43.569+08:00music:School has officially started. And I haven't gone for a single lecture. I'm still trying to come to terms to it. Haha.I got a tongue piercing. To keep my mind off many things. And also, when I wake up, I won't be thinking "Fuck, I don't wanna wake up. But I don't wanna go back to sleep either. Just let me die." But, I'll be thinking, "OWWWWWWWWWWWW my tongue!!!!!!"Its a good distraction.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-34148942701524021682007-01-05T22:04:00.000+08:002007-01-05T22:13:19.527+08:00music:Stop. Just stop making me have these dreams.Sleep used to be my only refuge.... now it has become my living nightmare. My dreams live and breathe on their own, consuming me...I don't need these reminders. I don't need this unneccessary pain.Its too early now to sleep. I have run out of inspiration for writing songs. I have nothing else to do but wait.http://www.sinfest.net/archive_page.php?calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-20639190918212959382007-01-04T00:45:00.000+08:002007-01-04T00:54:10.401+08:00music: Shout - Tears for FearsIts funny. How many of the covers for songs sound so much nicer than the original... I guess its the potential of the song to sound really good but the original performers don't max it out or something like that. Take Shout for example, I heard two awesome renditions by two different bands at Wala Wala. The original was slightly disappointing. And R.E.M's Losing My calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-4221714272016769222007-01-03T12:47:00.000+08:002007-01-03T12:56:24.020+08:00music:Sometimes I feel like quitting Resonance.I'm a terrible president, and a terrible music director. Maybe they'd be much better off without me.See, its both ways, I'm being selfish if I stay, and I'm being selfish if I leave.I don't know.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-11070464769236693522007-01-03T02:38:00.000+08:002007-01-03T02:51:10.550+08:00music: The Alvron Series - Champagne SupernovaIn case you all are wondering what I'm listening to, its our first jamming session! Naresh, Liang, Ken, Roslan and I met up today to jam and I must say, its pretty impressing that we can play stuff like that after practicing... once? Haha.I'll upload the videos up on my multiply site, even though they're not really videos I'm just making use of the calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-83415206981734531922007-01-01T16:27:00.000+08:002007-01-01T16:37:47.155+08:00music:Naresh and Liang came down to Oosh at 11.58pm, 31/12/06. And so, at the end of 2006, I was the happiest woman in the world, and at the start of 2007, I was the happiest woman in the world. Chee came down later and completed the circle of happiness.Thanks guys. Love ya all so much.Also thanks to Gen, I've spent two new years counting down with you and both were equally fun. Love you too!calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-57466714284517580092006-12-25T17:51:00.000+08:002006-12-25T18:01:47.631+08:00music:Merry Christmas everyone.Had a good celebration: Thanks to Naresh for having us over at his place, Chee for changing his mind and coming down after all, Jeremiah for just being there, Fong for his religious arguments, Josh and Anton for coming down all the way from the East to play cards with us, Prabu for winning all my money, and Liang... for everything.And yes, I was the only girl and I calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-59300564896781712942006-12-20T14:06:00.000+08:002006-12-20T14:07:06.286+08:00music:I think I'm taking a break from blogging. Anyway this site will be used for new updates on my Multiply site and other things worth catching or visiting... Cheers.New pics up on lilfuck.multiply.comcalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-32055516819797955122006-12-18T14:40:00.000+08:002006-12-18T14:43:04.833+08:00music:I might close this blog.Soon to be confirmed.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-81656285867487683662006-12-14T22:46:00.000+08:002006-12-14T22:50:06.567+08:00music:My mind's in a blank now. Spent the whole day at the hospital and thinking about how I'm gonna spend the whole day tomorrow singing doesn't really make it better.I wanna write songs, I wanna perform with a guitarist, I wanna draw, I wanna arrange, I wanna read, I wanna go watch movies with my friends, I wanna catch up with my cousins and JC friends, I wanna sit and drink and talk the night calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1165616177026445822006-12-09T06:05:00.000+08:002006-12-09T06:16:17.046+08:00music:I'm hooked on to Ghost in the Shell. LIANG THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!!!! Hahahaha.I've lost too many things, too many people, to know that I can't afford to lose anymore. And armed (or burdened?) with that mentality, maybe I retaliate a little too much for my own good.Anyway, a friend of mine is bewildering me. He ignores me on msn, he doesn't reply my sms-es, and when I posted a reply to one calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1165600357999267942006-12-09T01:46:00.000+08:002006-12-09T01:52:38.016+08:00music:Was reading thru my previous post. Gargghhh I can't believe I actually wrote such shit. Dunno what had gotten into me at that point of time man. Probably possessed by something called the 'lack of control of mind over fingers' evil spirit. Alcohol contamination man.There were some things that I meant, some things I thought I meant but realised that I probably don't on hindsight. Almost calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1165518923494092182006-12-08T02:57:00.001+08:002006-12-08T03:15:23.526+08:00music: Lisa Hannigan - CannonballI wish I could sing this song with you.Seeing the both of you happily together, I can give you nothing but my blessings. Although sometimes, just sometimes, I wish that you were mine. At the risk of being cliche, the first time I saw you, I wish I had known you earlier. Maybe then.. we could have stood a chance.I do treasure every single moment with you. Even if calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1165518910024597722006-12-08T02:57:00.000+08:002006-12-08T03:15:12.553+08:00music: Lisa Hannigan - CannonballI wish I could sing this song with you.Seeing the both of you happily together, I can give you nothing but my blessings. Although sometimes, just sometimes, I wish that you were mine. At the risk of being cliche, the first time I saw you, I wish I had known you earlier. Maybe then.. we could have stood a chance.I do treasure every single moment with you. Even if calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1165441402593681332006-12-07T05:35:00.000+08:002006-12-07T05:43:22.613+08:00music: Tori Amos - SirenOk this is coincidence that I'm listening to the same song. Psychology would attribute it to conditioning but that's over and done with.Did I mention that I screwed up every single fucking paper this sem. Every. Fucking. Paper. Which actually amounts to only three, minus the one I missed.Today I had a long conversation about music with my bro. And I read an absolutely calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1165071025812590942006-12-02T22:47:00.000+08:002006-12-02T22:50:26.163+08:00music: Tori Amos - SirenOh my this song rocks.Anyway my counter has been fixed... not by me though. It aut0-fixed itself. At Chee's coffeeshop now, just maxing my battery potential till my laptop shuts down by itself. Haha.Two more exams to go... I hope I do ok for them, I'm not really prepared for them or anything but I think should be ok... I'll be happy with a B, not like so many overachievingcalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1164986932261048922006-12-01T23:27:00.000+08:002006-12-01T23:28:52.286+08:00music:I put a counter on my front page but apparantly I can't see the numbers... garrgghhh. Maybe its because I refuse to link it to their sponsors or some shit like that.If any of you can see it tag k? Thanks!calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1164796336224202412006-11-29T18:30:00.000+08:002006-11-29T18:32:16.246+08:00music: Thievery Corporation - This Strange EffectThe power of psychology:In the beginning was not the word, not the deed, not the silly serpent. In the beginning was why? Why did she pluck the apple? Was she bored? Was she inquisitive? Was she paid? Did Adam put her up to it? If not, who did?--John le Carre, The Russia House, 1989I missed my Cognitive Psychology exam. Shan't talk too much about calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1164566212875459402006-11-27T02:18:00.000+08:002006-11-27T02:36:52.903+08:00music: Bread - DiaryI'm not a tool. I'm not a backup plan. Don't tell me things that mess me up. I'm your friend, so lets just stick with that first until you sort out ur messy thoughts. Sometimes I wish that we could talk normally. About movies, about dreams, about education, about society, about people, about life, about music especially, instead of cracking meaningless jokes and exchanging calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1164475299756671102006-11-26T00:58:00.000+08:002006-11-26T01:21:39.780+08:00music:God must be in a good mood these days. Just when heartache begins to set in, He chooses, rather cheekily I feel, to place random people as distractions so that heartache can find somebody else temporarily. I thank Him for that.And also, thanks to Naz, and Kenny (of all random people), for listening. That was all I needed at that point of time.Yes, I have screwed things up in some ways. But calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1164367516815467152006-11-24T19:21:00.000+08:002006-11-24T19:25:16.836+08:00music: Requiem of a Dream - Clint MansellA very hearty happy birthday to Jeremy Chee! And Naz and Miller too. Love you guys loads.The party at Gotham Penthouse was great... got wasted for the first time in my life. And it wasn't because of anything else but the company.It was literally the happiest night of my life.Pictures will be up soon on lilfuck.multiply.com. Let the pictures do the talking.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1163930982470924162006-11-19T18:07:00.000+08:002006-11-19T18:09:42.486+08:00music:NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO why my all my favourite characters in anime die?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!!??!?!(ok I just watched the ending he's still alive after all)Blood + has been the bane of my education for the past 3 days. Wahahaha. Finished all 50 episodes and yes it might sound really dumb but I'm in love with one of the characters. Wahahahaha. If only in real life there is somebody like himcalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1163677984397929522006-11-16T19:50:00.000+08:002006-11-16T19:54:27.410+08:00music: Led Zepplin - Stairway to HeavenWatched 'A Good Year'; its a pretty nice show. Simple and truthful. And then watched Saw after that, and finished the remaining of Crash. A wrong time to go on a mini-movie marathon, but that's what happens - to quote a friend, 'All the distractions start coming out only during exam time.' Finding excuse to not study only. Haha.I will be the downfall of my calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1163180962802130452006-11-11T01:45:00.000+08:002006-11-11T01:49:22.826+08:00music: Thievery Corporation - Om LoungeHad a gig at Keppel Club.. pictures up on lilfuck.multiply.com. The place is beautiful, the company great. Enjoyed it even though we were paid peanuts for it.All the good guys are taken... sigh. What are left are the dregs of the coffee. Haha. No offence to anyone in particular.Exams are cooommmiinngggggcalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1162848794048312182006-11-07T04:58:00.000+08:002006-11-07T05:33:14.070+08:00music:Over at Jo's place. There was this notice at my hall gate today: To the person in Blk 17 Rm I, please stop singing at 3am. You can be heard.Well it so happens to be me. Oops. I think my whole floor hates me. The only noise and air polluter. I think. The thing is, I think there is another smoker on my floor but she's an insidious one man. Hardly unnoticeable. Heh.Ah well. I suppose I can calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1162571324536435612006-11-03T23:50:00.000+08:002006-11-04T00:28:44.556+08:00music: Stairway to Heaven (live) - Led ZepplinThanks to Liang, Naresh and Chee for making my days worthwhile. Super late/super early teo chew mui, stoning at Brewerkz, not to mention drinking sprees at Cozy and Anne's Corner. My tummy is getting bigger and bigger everyday, and so is my heart. Sadly, my wallet is shrinking. Haha. But hey, the money was well spent.Supposed to hand up an essay by calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1162229053175924832006-10-31T01:07:00.001+08:002006-10-31T01:46:35.496+08:00music: Radiohead - Vanilla SkyI keep getting The Moon in my tarot spreads. Speaks of a clandestine affair. Thing is, I don't even know whether I am in one. Do you call an unspoken liking for someone a clandestine affair?I hesitate in using the word 'love'.If there were human representations of emotions I wonder what they'd be like. I'd have Love and Hate to be twins, Joy and Sorrow to be husband calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1162144515018201942006-10-30T01:40:00.000+08:002006-10-30T03:20:48.476+08:00music: Bread - DiaryWas an old favourite of mine but forgot about it when I lost all my data due to my comp crashing.Halloween party was quite fun, considering I paid $25 for a bus trip I never got to take. Haha. Had to work and joined my friends late. By that time, they had left the bus long behind them. Didn't get to drink much also, but it was really entertaining watching all my high and calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1161532239684078872006-10-22T23:42:00.000+08:002006-10-22T23:50:39.703+08:00music: Then you look at me - Celine DionToday, I:- Watched Deathnote- Listened to Gen rant about L, an eccentric character in Deathnote- Helped an uncle sweeper pick up a broom he dropped- Met a friend from the Dungeon- Met a friend from last semester with his girlfriend and he told me they just got married- Looked at your photo for the 10th time and wonder if I'm making the right decisionPhotos calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1161455727890776702006-10-22T02:34:00.000+08:002006-10-22T02:35:27.916+08:00music:Hey people go visit my site at lilfuck.multiply.com... I have put up many pics of my friends, especially those in the Dungeon, just go browse around yeah? The site is still kinda under construction, got many things to add but too little time. Heh.Feel free to leave comments!calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1161063530030428492006-10-17T13:37:00.000+08:002006-10-17T13:38:50.050+08:00music: Staind - So far away"A true friend is someone you can sit with for hours not saying a single word, and walk away feeling like its the best conversation you've ever had."calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1160931909980273582006-10-16T01:03:00.000+08:002006-10-16T01:07:16.820+08:00music:Sometimes I wonder how people can find so many words to describe the ones they love, or think they love. More often than not, I cannot find the right words to say. There is an invisible divider in my mind that separates truth from illusion. The truth that I can't lie about people and the illusion that people are more perfect than they actually seem. I can't turn pimples into dimples, I calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1160817724569742872006-10-14T17:12:00.000+08:002006-10-14T17:22:04.586+08:00music:Is that it?No car, no talk?Its all about the cars ain't it?How long more before I can prove myself?How long more before I'm accepted?I'm so broke now I feel like puking. I'm putting all my money into that one thing I really want most in my life and I can't even bear to buy myself a pair of pants.I live on tea, coffee, cigarettes, and one meal a day.I wish all the time that I had a better calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1160771213539911502006-10-14T04:10:00.000+08:002006-10-14T04:26:53.576+08:00music: Cranberries - ZombieHad a fun time at MOS yesterday... I'm gonna do a stupid confessional now and say that it was my first time there. Its a pretty cool place, I'm not much of a clubber but the company was great. Had the chance to talk a little more to Joanne, and received semi-good news. Heh. Well we'll see about that.I would post up pics but Joshua isn't replying my msn message asking calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1160599870828944612006-10-12T04:44:00.000+08:002006-10-12T04:51:10.850+08:00music: Dishwalla - candleburnThis is a beautiful song.Sometimes I think about your arms around meThis part goes out to Nicole... Be strong girl. If you need a listening ear I'm always here.Was telling a friend that I have 'Tell me all your sorrows' written on my forehead... I'm not complaining. I'm happy that people trust me enough to confide in me. And I hope that I can live up to that trust. Socalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1160321892290835232006-10-08T23:19:00.000+08:002006-10-08T23:38:12.310+08:00music: Your World - Drift Inc.I officially have a euro hit! (refer to the song I'm listening to now) Really wanna thank Erik for spending so much time and effort in doing it... it never fails to cheer me up whenever I listen to it.Can anyone tell me how to tell a wedding couple nicely that I would like to charge them for playing during their cocktail? They're my friends by the way. Can't bring calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1160121113155199802006-10-06T15:48:00.000+08:002006-10-06T15:51:53.183+08:00music: nothingI just need to get this out of my system... feeling nervous now because my group for Social Psychology is going to pull a stunt on our tutorial class... we're going to pretend (convincingly) that the tutor is not coming for lesson and then examine how many people actually leave the class if probed to leave.Arghhhh I hope this goes well.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1159846915395868632006-10-03T11:40:00.000+08:002006-10-03T11:41:55.413+08:00music:Life has never been fair. No one said that it was, but I’ve heard that phrase 'that’s life, its never fair' too many times to actually believe in it. But clichés being clichés, they’re always overused, but always true.God tends to take the people that we deeply love away from us at the wrong time… and when you need them the most. People who deserve to die live on, and people who have their calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1159590254046336352006-09-30T12:14:00.000+08:002006-09-30T12:24:14.066+08:00music: Fuel--Falls on meThanks to all who cared.I seem to be situated on an exponential curve, y-axis being number of friends and x-axis being time. (Sorry I have a Stats test on Wed, please understand) I'm really glad for the distraction, and of course, the company. Hello to Jerald, the two Jeremys, Ah Kok, Jack, Haeshan, Sid, Irfan... Its been a great pleasure meeting you all. Welcome to my calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1159421228572782162006-09-28T13:03:00.000+08:002006-09-28T13:29:42.393+08:00music: Jamiroquai--Seven Days in Sunny JuneI don't understand. I'll never give up my friends for my boyfriend. I have an extended family, and it resides in the Dungeon.For all the time I've spent with you.. this is your decision. It kinda hurts in some ways I can't really describe. Maybe I should just stop giving advice. Because I don't think anyone listens.Don't get me wrong. I'm happy for you. calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1159381632907171312006-09-28T02:06:00.000+08:002006-09-28T19:02:18.513+08:00music: Butterfly--Mariah CareyThe Weed StoryOnce upon a time, there was a farmer and his son. One day, his son asked him, "Dad, what is love?" He replied, "Son, go to the weed patch and get me the longest stalk of weed that you can find, and I'll tell you." And so his son went out onto the weed patch. He searched and searched, and finally found a weed stalk that was very long. And so he picked itcalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1159218886856285822006-09-26T05:10:00.000+08:002006-09-26T05:14:46.876+08:00music: Maria maria--SantanaFinally. Somebody deserving won Singapore Idol. Not that Jonathan Leong wasn't good, it was just that Hady was better. Hehe. Man, his vocals are there. Saufi and his political science honours people, those lucky bitches, got to go to the Indoor Stadium to experience Hady's singing live. Darn.Had a little Dungeon party wahahaha, we kinda ordered pizza and cheered when calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1159115752930169832006-09-25T00:25:00.000+08:002006-09-25T00:35:52.946+08:00music:I realised... I've always compared other guys to you. Ever since two years ago. And so far... none of them have reached the mark. You were, and still are, the only one I want. But I know its never gonna happen.So I gave up, two years ago.And now, seeing the woman that you love right in front of me, its like a cleaver through my heart. You deserve so much better. And I know, I AM better.But calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1158989768281174032006-09-23T13:10:00.000+08:002006-09-23T13:36:08.300+08:00music:And so.The music ends. The colourful lights turned off. The props are removed.No more theatrics. No more pretense. No more stunts.It's just me, standing on a dusty and bare stage, harsh glare of a lone spotlight on me, facing an empty theatre, empty seats staring back at me; mocking me, pitying me.I thought I saw you sitting there amongst the empty chairs, but it was only the trick of the calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1158843789568790892006-09-21T19:59:00.000+08:002006-09-21T21:03:09.856+08:00music:So that's it? Screw and fuck off? I wonder how do people do it, they can love someone, but derive pleasure in screwing someone else. Cut and paste the face? And I realised, if I were the 'someone else', I'd feel quite insulted.I used to like you, not anymore.Yesterday I was kinda clubbing at Momo with Naz, and this quite hot guy came to dance with me. He left for a while and came back; I calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1158755416182651362006-09-20T20:18:00.000+08:002006-09-20T20:30:16.200+08:00music:Go Youtube and check out this video: My guitar gently weeps on a ukeleleIt nearly made me tear. Very soulful and beautiful tune. I guess its the tone of the ukelele.There're just so many things in my mind now I'm too tired to think.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1158552792898173472006-09-18T12:06:00.000+08:002006-09-18T12:13:12.916+08:00music:I HAVE to blog about this. I'm FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW.Just now, I was happily showing my friends a David Blaine video on Youtube, when two malay security guards swaggered in and declared, "MATRIC CARD MATRIC CARD MATRIC CARD!!" At first I ignored them because I wasn't smoking. But then they continued their noisy bawling and I turned my attention to them. They were shouting at me!!I calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1158522731194285102006-09-18T03:31:00.000+08:002006-09-18T05:41:29.116+08:00music: Thievery Corporation--Om LoungeChasm of Despair. If there was a metaphor for 'Love', this would be it. I'm afraid. Of falling into it again.Gen told me that she has found love in God. I'm sincerely happy for her... but the time for me to find love and reassurance in God has not come yet. It kinda means putting all your hopes in God, to think that He'll have something better in store for mecalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1158358451404800292006-09-16T06:07:00.000+08:002006-09-16T06:14:11.423+08:00music: Nickelback--PhotographSometimes, things that happen in your life tend to grab you by the scruff of your collar and drag you along with them. You aren't given time to think, to look back, and soon you find yourself falling into the bottomless pit you've tried so hard to avoid.At the end there can only be pain and heartache.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1158087042062798552006-09-13T02:50:00.000+08:002006-09-13T02:50:42.086+08:00music: Matchbook Romance--Tiger LilyI caught myself saying this: Feeling doesn't count in this materialistic world.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1158079485225926882006-09-13T00:40:00.000+08:002006-09-13T00:44:45.246+08:00music: George Michael--Careless Whisperand i... i don't want to speak these words.cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.Matchbook Romance--Tiger LilyCan't explain this heartache.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1157729188886141472006-09-08T23:24:00.000+08:002006-09-08T23:26:28.913+08:00music: Thievery corporation--Om LoungeAll I want to do is to get a nice car, drive around the world, see all types of people, and overdose myself on sleeping pills.Somebody give me a million bucks.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502214.post-1157548465527081022006-09-06T20:58:00.000+08:002006-09-06T21:14:25.546+08:00music: channel 5Jon leong sang my fav Snow Patrol song beautifully.... and Hady sang my fav Journey wonderfully... Jasmine sang my fav Jewel song well too!!!! Wassup with them??? Great improvement, I really must say.I hope Paul goes out tomorrow.calhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05356781561953849796noreply@blogger.com